Sucks

I think I do feel insecure about friendships. If I don’t catch up with friends, I feel that I will lose touch with them. But, then you can’t catch up or hang out with them daily, you need to have your own space or even do your own thing. Maybe just catch up once every fortnight. Sigh. Isn’t it better to be emotionless? Having emotions sucks. You would think all kinds of things, eg anger, sad, pain, happy. I mean I don’t mind having happy feelings but it sucks to have sad or anger emotions.